Just Tired.
I’m tired. Tired of everything. Forced smiles, fake laughs, real tears. I’m just tired. I just want to lie down, close my eyes and sleep. No dreaming, just blank, and never wake up from it.
I don’t deserve a lot of things I get but I feel entitled to it. I’m selfish. I’m human. Not every one sees me though. They only see what I want them to see.. The laughs are fake and superficial. I’m not a miserable person, nor a happy one. I’m just tired of pretending. But even though I’m tired, I still play the same game of hiding myself. Expecting someone to find me when I don’t deserve to be found.
